Hun i didnt get the sms.. Try calling or sms this number instead when ur up to things aye.. I wish we can catch up on things @YM some day soon aight.. I'm mostly on this id, add me up. Its easier cos its linked to my mobile device, so I'd know if ur online:

fcuk_pg
mobile: +60134269000

Good luck wif ur stuffs aight. I miss you..

time: who knows
wearing: oops i was colourblind this morning
drinking: coffee
spoke last to: my neighbour
proud of: julia, she has her 1st solo with her trumpet soon in a conzert
worried about: scott- whats going on with him-wish i could be closer to him to be there for him
cried last: ystd when i was watching a bollywood film- gosh i love those movies
today i have to: attend the almost last meeting b4 the election

it was a beautiful day 2day-took time off in the afternoon 2 be outside with the kids-also sad-1 year ago i lost the baby-emma

hmmm....well....whats new....many things....nothing? still here. still feel empty. julia keeps me going. she is the best !!!!! love her to pieces. another light in my life is SCOTT! he is so sweet. enjoy his humor, his love, his friendship. and of course his sms on my mobile. yeahaaaa. those pick me up when i am feeling down. thank u for that. hope i can be the same to u as u are for me baby. fair dinkum !!!!!
am taking a step into politics. my neighbour made it interesting. and theres some motion going on. young, female and a lot to say. yahhh i am the right one. lets see.

tuesday, 25 th of january....funeral over-more than 200 ppl-raining-but all done-healing can begin-but i miss her-more than words can say-life goes on ppl say-yeah its like that-julia is fine-she is the most precious girl-i love her to pieces-world here i come again

"und wenn ein lied meine lippen verlässt, dann nur damit du liebe empfängst!"

u will live in our hearts. heaven has his angel back.

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Doris Treffer

here i am again. but-sad, devastated,lost, empty, dont know how to discribe it. my mom died last saturday. they called me, but i came to late. no more talks, no more hugs no more mom. now i have to organize the 3rd funeral since march last year. i hav enough!!!!!!! i dont want no more. feel so empty. somehow i always put the thought of her dying far away. she was doing better. i didnt want her to die. i am feeling selfish. i want her back. my eyes so swollen. weak knees. the doctor said i ll be ok. it ll take a few days. it takes longer. friday is the funeral. i hope i can get through it. no - i will get through it. for her. mom i love u! we will never forget u! u live in our hearts and thoughts forever!!!

honey baby glad to see u can blog in again. i read ur email and made blog to send u ur password.. maybe dats why u can blog in again.. i donno. i didnt have much time to reply things cos im not online much as well but juz keep in touch aye cos my blog is alwiz up and i'd alwiz be there. i'll try to be around soon so we can talk. but ur not dat ez to get urself aye.. **muackz..

am drained out. no energy. nada. absolutely nada. still aching. lost the baby. lost the man. he couldnt handle it. lost my granny. my mums sick. but ...i am a surviver. how? i will figure out. bad things happend in this world. we didnt celebrate new year after seeing those horrible pictures from the flooding. we cant imagine. how is that possible. there is more to come i fear. my best friend converted. she is a muslim now.i still love her 2 pieces. and there is scott. i dont know. love him too. he is close to me though he is so far away. he gives me strenght. he is troubled. fights with himself. he will make it. i will help him. and pj? havent heard from him. posted. mailed. nada. hope u doing ok pj. hope i didnt do anything to make u feel bad.love.

how is a man suppose to change? by blue (for scott. listen to it baby)

i am still hanging in there. new year. new chances. somewhere out there he is. i know.

DATE: 3rd of january. my moms bday
sitting: in a cold place
talked last to: julia
eat last: cake
wearing: too much cause its freaking cold

xmas is over. new year begun. sad things happeninig.didnt feel like celebrating at all.

dear honey:

please take note that i've added a small but handy "comments" feature for your blog. guests to the blog now can post their own comments and stuffs for each postings made. please look for the comments link on the top of the box for each posts and make your comments there. tX.. **mwa mwa @hunny bunny..