We had fun times with our friends...




Fun fun fun...

We had so much fun. The train ride was long.
On our way to Vienna we stopped in Salzburg to go visit Sylvias parents.
The kids were behaving and kept themselves busy on our way to vienna.
One of the things they did was riding horses in a big park. We went there ( Laeerberg)
to have lunch with Sylvias old auntie Edith.
The restaurant (4*) was excellent. The service crew, all males, were very good in their job.
We were sitting outside and i was the only one with a seat in the sun, and before i could ask for sun umbrella, a polite and charming waiter came running with one asking if i needed some shadow. They deserved their tips. The kids discoverd the horses and we spent quite some time
there. It was so much fun.

wir hatten so viel spass...




Vienna...

i am back. And what a vacation it has been. Although i love vienna it has been very stressful.
The kids fought a lot and it was so hot!! Freaking hot. We tried to make the best out of it.
But i already decided to go back in october when its not so hot anymore. We saw a lot of things and we shopped. Vienna is full of tourists at this time. But seeing the beautiful architecture is so wonderful.

Now the other stress factor. It was Scott. I just knew before i went it would go sour. He said since the beginning that it will be very hard for him not to talk to me regulary. So i sent a "hello" and a " i miss you" once in a while. I couldnt have long conversations with him. The ONLY reason for that was i just didn´t have time!!!

It was not a vacation where we were laying at a beach. We had a sightseeing vacation. On the go all the time. 4 kids and 2 adults in a busy city with lots of ppl. We had to keep the kids together and it was very hot and stressful. The kids didnt give us a break, fighting a lot.
So it happend that i sent a sms and then couldnt reply. It upset him a lot. He thought i was ignoring him. To be honest, he got on my nerves. One night when the usual comments came i just chose to ignore him. I had to walk away or we would have had the biggest fight.

I understand that the phone is our only communication, he wants to be a part of my daily life. Just as i want to be a part of his. But when i have the feeling that i am being controlled then i am getting rebellious. Sometimes he behaves like his fave toy is being taken away. It was just too much. I went to sleep and when i woke up i had lots of messages from him and one from teena asking what was going on. I didnt answer. I just didnt have the strenght to deal with it. I am sorry. I called Sabine cause she is the one i talk to not anybody else. He said he called teena cause she knows me and he needed a female opinion. She doesnt know me at all and i was pissed i have to say. I am very specific about with whom i talk to about my personal things.

So it came out that i just don´t love him as much as he loves me. I guess i have to live with it.
He is just to fast for me. I am still trying to answer a sms when i already get a new one from him. He is so fucking fast in typing. I am not. I do my best to satisfy his need for information. I do love him dearly although he says he doesnt think so. I AM SO SORRY!!!!

i am doing the best that i can. I love my man with all my heart and i always will. This wont break us.

Everything will be fine

Angie

Shoes...

hmmmm....when does a woman officially have a shoe fetish? lol

Sabine says : hell no !! i don´t have one. I say : hell Yeah!!! You have one.

I admit i like to buy bags. I like shoes too but i don´t have too many. Sabine owns, hmm we just counted 25 pairs. This year she was very busy stocking up on her shoe department.
Yeah she has to be proper clothed for her job.

oh well, we women love to shop and we admit we do it with passion. Our men don´t love us less and they hand over their credit cards without a word lol.

We will count again and let u know cause now there is Sale every where !!!! hi hi

Schuhe

Nix da, ich hab kein Schuhtick. Nein! Nein! Nein!

Und ich gebe hier auch keinen weiteren Kommentar ab über mein viel zu kleines Schuhsortiment. Und Handtaschen hab ich auch nur ein paar. Nicht mal 10. Ich bin einfach keine typische Frau! Ich wehre mich dagegen. Stimmt einfach nicht, obwohl es da anders lautende Aussagen in meinem Umfeld gibt.

Ha! Sie hat grad zugegeben, dass sie doch mehr Handtaschen hat. 1:0 für mich. Und das mit den Schuhen müssen wir noch ganz genau eruieren.

Also ich geh mal zählen. Lg Sabine

Whats new...

I got a mail asking what´s new with me and of course scott since we both been quiet.
Everything is going fine between us.
He is busy working and this week he has his darling kids for 4 days, wednesday till sat or sunday. Scott is keeping me busy and we grow closer as every day goes by. We are growing closer every day. We find out new things about the other partner and we get to know what we want and dont want. I havent talked about it cause i didnt wanna bore u guys with how happy we are. He is a caring, loving, charming man. And he is MY MAN!!! Yeah i am happy.
We have our ups and downs and we work it out. Thats how u do it right?
We feel lonely without each other. Simple things hurt. But it keeps us going. We enjoyed our time when he was at his mums and had time to cam with me. Seeing me on cam made him the happiest camper. So to all those who wanna see us apart, duuuhhhh.

We been busy watching Soccer. Germany is out. YEAH!! I hope Portugal makes it. Would be a nice surpise.

Friday night we leave for Vienna. My man is sad already and i havent even left yet. I hope he will be ok. We will talk, but not as much as now on a daily basis. I am so looking forward to it.

I stepped in a little broken glas piece today. I walked barefoot outside. Sabine tried to get it out but she couldnt get it. so i had to go to the doctor who kinda operated it out. My foot is ok now. Can walk again.

I wish u all a nice summer!!! We definately enjoy summer time.

Everything will be fine

Angie

Summerrrr.............

Summer is here !!!! It´s been so hot. But hey i finally got a nice tan. lol
Been swimming a lot and we enjoy sitting outside till its dark.

Today i listended to Blue, my man bought me their CD ( yeah its a boyband and yeah u can laugh) , and i sang to my fave song:

U make me wanna

To start it off
I know you know me
To come to think of it,
it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here,
I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth
you know I have been hurting all along
,Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out
.Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

And... ahem...

And...ahem...those are two of the italian players who played against Australia....
this is for all the ladies who come here...
look and enjoy...

Angie

Oh Nooooooo.....

Monday, June 26th 2006. It´s 5 pm and a living room here in austria filled with georgeous looking girls ( hi hi thank you) were sitting in front of the tv, waiting for the soccer game to start.
Two of the girls wore yellow shirts with a green print. No, they didnt cheer for brasil.
They cheered for...AUSTRALIA!!!!

Yup, it was Australia against Italy. And the socceroos had a fair chance to win this. They played so good this far, they deserved this chance to get to the quarterfinals.

We baked some pizzas, the kids ran around playing and we cheered for the aussies. Number 15 from the aussies was a hot looking guy ( Angie said that, yes angie!)
We yelled, we cheered, we were angry at the referee but it didnt help, they lost in the 95th minute. damned. wasnt fair.
But hey, we are happy for you guys that u came that far!!!

Scott was sleeping, lol. I messaged him with the bad news. He took it well. Guess sleeping was priority for him.

So, we are so sorry our dear australian friends. We did all we could. But yay for ya to make it that far!!!

Everything will be fine

Angie