She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me...
it`s been a while...
it´s been a while since Scott and me talked for longer on the phone. so it was nice to do that the other day. Although he was very tired and was about to go to sleep. He was working late. His voice still triggers many emotions in me. That butterfly in tummy feeling is still here, still after all this time. It´s been a bit quiet between us. But it is ok. It was akward since i asked myself, does he think of me too? Doesn´t he wanna know what i am up to like usually? Not talking doesn´t mean not caring. I know that. He, like me, always welcomed quiet days between us. It´s good to have space once in a while.
One question he asked was if it was ok for him to get a license and a motorcycle. Ok i thought, taking a deep breath. He is gonna do it anyways. so i said yes. But then i realised he would have walked away from that plan if i say NO. Wow. What a man huh. Of course i said i have no problem with it. I really dont. I just worry about him more now. it would kill me if something happend to him. But there is no reason he shouldn´t do it.
But that night i had a bad dream. I had it two nights in a row now. And i am scared. I dreamed that i got a call saying Scott had and accident and he is badly hurt. I rushed to him and he died in my arms. He just dissapeard. I woke up so frightend. I wasnt planing on telling him. But since he would know anyways reading it here i told him in a short sms a little while ago. We haven´t talked about it yet.
I didn´t change my mind. I am still ok with it. I guess it´s just cause i miss him so much. It´s not a bad omen. I know that. He will be ok.
Tonight i am going to the movies with Andi. We are seeing "The guardian" with Kostner and Kutcher. Kutcher i am looking forward to but Kostner, Oh oh oh. Well it will be a nice evening. He called me asking if it was ok if a friend joins us, one i don´t know yet. UUUHHH. I am looking forward meeting one of his friends. I have to behave lol. It´s all good. I am happy and proud he trusts me that much.
Julia is getting her new bed this afternoon and is so excited. It´s the one she chose. So i gotta go and clean up a bit, sighhh.
You all have a wonderful weekend.
Everything will be fine
Angie
One question he asked was if it was ok for him to get a license and a motorcycle. Ok i thought, taking a deep breath. He is gonna do it anyways. so i said yes. But then i realised he would have walked away from that plan if i say NO. Wow. What a man huh. Of course i said i have no problem with it. I really dont. I just worry about him more now. it would kill me if something happend to him. But there is no reason he shouldn´t do it.
But that night i had a bad dream. I had it two nights in a row now. And i am scared. I dreamed that i got a call saying Scott had and accident and he is badly hurt. I rushed to him and he died in my arms. He just dissapeard. I woke up so frightend. I wasnt planing on telling him. But since he would know anyways reading it here i told him in a short sms a little while ago. We haven´t talked about it yet.
I didn´t change my mind. I am still ok with it. I guess it´s just cause i miss him so much. It´s not a bad omen. I know that. He will be ok.
Tonight i am going to the movies with Andi. We are seeing "The guardian" with Kostner and Kutcher. Kutcher i am looking forward to but Kostner, Oh oh oh. Well it will be a nice evening. He called me asking if it was ok if a friend joins us, one i don´t know yet. UUUHHH. I am looking forward meeting one of his friends. I have to behave lol. It´s all good. I am happy and proud he trusts me that much.
Julia is getting her new bed this afternoon and is so excited. It´s the one she chose. So i gotta go and clean up a bit, sighhh.
You all have a wonderful weekend.
Everything will be fine
Angie
Too lost ...
How do i feel... hmmm... to say it with a song...Sugababes...Too lost in you... I am lost in you baby...
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break this spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me
and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby
Help me baby
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep,
I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break this spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me
and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby
Help me baby
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep,
I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Oberdan Carneiro...
Oberdan Carneiro, a wonderful talented brasilian soccer player has been shot in his home country brasilia this last june. He leaves a wife and 3 little kids behind. It´s very tragic. We all feel with Lisa and her kids.
He played a few years here in Rankweil and he did magic. It was so entertaining to watch him play. Even i went to see him do his magic on the soccer field. And it wasnt cause i knew him and his wife personally. He was always friendly and talked to the kids who looked up to him.
Today there was a charity soccer game to benefit his wife who lives in poverty right now. Life is hard and cruel in Brasilia. I hope a lot of money has been given to the organisers and we all hope it will reach her.
We also saw wonderful Soccer in Oberdans name. His friends from all over came to play and to support his family.
Tiny stars ...
Tiny stars shining bright
it´s time for me to say good night.
So close your eyes and snuggle up tight
as I am wishing you sweet dreams tonight !
This is the my babys good night sms for me.
He makes sure i get it before i go to sleep.
I love him so much for little details like this.
He makes me laugh, smile and cry so many times.
it´s time for me to say good night.
So close your eyes and snuggle up tight
as I am wishing you sweet dreams tonight !
This is the my babys good night sms for me.
He makes sure i get it before i go to sleep.
I love him so much for little details like this.
He makes me laugh, smile and cry so many times.
Rainy sunday ...
It´s a rainy sunday and i am finally home...was in the election comitee in my village and today was uhuu election day... got up pretty early and was so tired... but i got out early... as soon as the votes were counted i left for home... skipped the party... have so many meetings this week... also at night... tiring week ahead and i just wanna sleep... miss my man so much... i miss you has so much more meaning now... holds so many emotions... his sms get me through the day... him thinking of me... cheering me up... letting me know how much i mean to him... loving him is so easy... loving him has become so natural... as if i have done that forever... he means so much to me... i love you... so much baby...
everything will be fine
Angie
everything will be fine
Angie
Breast cancer ...
Early signs
-A lump is detected, which is usually single, firm, and most often painless.
-A portion of the skin on the breast or underarm swells and has an unusual appearance.
-Veins on the skin surface become more prominent on one breast.
-The breast nipple becomes inverted, develops a rash, changes in skin texture, or has a discharge other than breast milk.
-A depression is found in an area of the breast surface.
Women's breasts can develop some degree of lumpiness, but only a small percentage of lumps are malignant.
While a history of breast cancer in the family may lead to increased risk, most breast cancers are diagnosed in women with no family history. If you have a family history of breast cancer, this should be discussed with your doctor.
How to do a breast self-examination
IN THE SHOWER Fingers flat, move gently over every part of each breast. Use your right hand to examine left breast, left hand for right breast.
Check for any lump, hard knot or thickening. Carefully observe any changes in your breasts.
BEFORE A MIRROR Inspect your breasts with arms at your sides. Next, raise your arms high overhead.
Look for any changes in contour of each breast, a swelling, a dimpling of skin or changes in the nipple. Then rest palm on hips and press firmly to flex your chest muscles. Left and right breasts will not exactly match - few women's breasts do.
LYING DOWN Place pillow under right shoulder, right arm behind your head. With fingers of left hand flat, press right breast gently in small circular motions, moving vertically or in a circular pattern covering the entire breast. Use light, medium and firm pressure. Squeeze nipple; check for discharge and lumps. Repeat these steps for your left breast.
Early detection is very important. Girls take care of yourselves. check your breasts for signs. Its´s easy and fast. Please do !!
Everything will be fine
Angie
Oh Oh Oh ...
Oh man. I got caught having sex today. My neighbour heard me when she wanted to visit me. She heard me cum. Oh my. LOL. What to say. Got me . Good thing she doesnt know Scott very well. Lets see whats gonna happen. I couldnt resist. He is such a sexy man and pushed all the right buttons with me. He made me cum so good. GRRRRR i want more. Guess i am gonna get more. Yeahaaaaawwww !!!!!!
Crikey...
I also wanted to blog about Steve Irwin. His tragic death touched me so much. I always liked him. My second fave Aussie bloke. Always told Scott I am with him cause Steve Irwin is married.
He was such a passionate man. Passionate in everything he did. Our hearts go out to his family.
What a perfect day...
What a perfect day we had yesterday. My best friend Sabine, her son Deniz, Julia and me went on a hiking tour. We started at 9 am and came back around 4 pm. And it was a long hiking trip for the 5 year old Deniz. But he was a good hiker and walked all day.
We packed our backpacks and we were on our way.
We drove to Dornbirn ( www.dornbirn.at) and took a passenger cable lift car, is that the right translation? well who cares. We went up the mountain in a cable car ( www.karren.at ) and we had lots of fun. We took a 2,5 hour tour who took us a bit longer cause we had the kids with us. And we enjoyed the ride, the forest, the narrow trails, the beautiful view and we picnicked at a little lake ( staufensee ) before we went down a narrow canyon ( www.rappenlochschlucht.at ). Wooo that was impressive. We made a lot of pics and i will put some on the blog later. We had a beautiful day. Happy kids and happy mums.
Got a few sms from Scott later on cause i had no net during the day. He missed me and was concerned if i was ok. He is a sweetie. His phone is still shit and he brought it back to the shop to fix it. I miss him terribly. We talked a bit on the phone yesterday and its always healing.
Everyting will be fine
Angie
We packed our backpacks and we were on our way.
We drove to Dornbirn ( www.dornbirn.at) and took a passenger cable lift car, is that the right translation? well who cares. We went up the mountain in a cable car ( www.karren.at ) and we had lots of fun. We took a 2,5 hour tour who took us a bit longer cause we had the kids with us. And we enjoyed the ride, the forest, the narrow trails, the beautiful view and we picnicked at a little lake ( staufensee ) before we went down a narrow canyon ( www.rappenlochschlucht.at ). Wooo that was impressive. We made a lot of pics and i will put some on the blog later. We had a beautiful day. Happy kids and happy mums.
Got a few sms from Scott later on cause i had no net during the day. He missed me and was concerned if i was ok. He is a sweetie. His phone is still shit and he brought it back to the shop to fix it. I miss him terribly. We talked a bit on the phone yesterday and its always healing.
Everyting will be fine
Angie
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