Merry xmas!

Hey everybody! are u having a good time?
We are still waiting for snow but its already cold!
Christmas is coming up so fast now and i am way behind everything!
Haven´t baked cookies. Haven´t bought all the presents!
But...
i started knitting socks for julia with her name on it!
yup.. thats keeping me busy! I haven´t knitted socks in ages and this will be my last one too for a long time.Gosh me and my ideas!
Or should i say.. thank you Sabine!!! lol
I won´t be on the next days so i wish u all happy holidays now.
Julia and me are doing fine and we are looking forward to all the xmas festivities with our friends.

Singing xmas songs and julia playing the flute. Did u all know that "silent night" is from Austria? created in a cold night in the year 1818 ( i think i remember that right) from 2 guys here in austria. the song travelled all around the world. isn´t that amazing?

I hope u all will have a wonderful xmas time with your families! Enjoy your holidays!
Hope u all get a present ! ( Depends if u were good during the last year?)

see u all soon!

Everything will be fine!
Ange

p.s: Aims i got your messages but u obviously don´t get my replies :( miss u too! hugs!

Long Distance? - NO !!

Hey hey hey... am single ... once again... i refused to be in just another long distance relationship...i tried it once with scott and i learned from it... I know B´s opinion to it... he is just 2 hours away and here a lot... but i am not doing it again... he says i broke his heart... gosh... yeah i do feel guilty... but it´s not what i want... i do hope he will understand... he is having a hard time... he thinks i broke up with him cause of scott... how wrong can he be!

I support him all the way... he loves playing soccer and he should do whats right for him... playing for a league club in another country is another important step in his career... i just don´t see myself being a players wife... he sees things in me i don´t... so we are in a difficult situation... the time we have been together he proved that he is a real man... he stood by me... he was there for me... show me a guy who is still there while the woman he loves still battles with feelings for his ex?... so am i being unfair to him?

I have times when i feel i did the right thing ... and there are times when i am so confused... he says he needs me now... sigh... i am doing the best i can... i am sorry B... so sorry....

In gods hands

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In gods hands....

I am sick of answering questions about Scott...from now on song lyrics will do that for me...it was a thing scott and me did... sending the other one a line out of a song and the other knew instantly what it was all about... looks like u won´t let him step out of my life... i am starting to accept that your interest is still so huge when it comes to this topic ... i know that it was like a soap opera here at times on my blog... sigh... but it will be played in a different way now... my way... so the first song that comes to my mind thinking about him now is...

Nelly Furtado * In gods hands*

I looked at your face
I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the timeI,
I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us
Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began
back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up
We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands
It didn't last
It's a thing of the past

Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had.... our love is back in gods hands!

Hey ya all!

Sorry i have been neglecting you... but there was so much going on and i couldn´t be bothered writing about it all... i know i know i didn´t even blog about vienna... I AM SORRY !!!

i am doing my best to come here more often... time goes so fast...but i am reading your emails and answering them!

well where should i start... hmmm.... xmas is coming up and i don´t have any presents yet... didn´t even think about my xmas cards cover this year... should i dare and buy some at a store? ... i know many would be dissapointed to not get a self made this year... sigh... i will try... I WILL TRY!!!

Julia was looking for a english speaking penpal and asked if i could ask scott... she thought maybe his daughter Olivia would be interested... i told her i don´t wanna message him but she can... and she sent him a sms.... he still didn´t reply to this day... she was very sad and i said i would call him to see if he was maybe out of credit .... only to hear that his phone was off... i haven´t tried since... now i am dissapointed too that he didn´t even answer... but i think he has a good excuse.... hope everything is ok with him!

Things are moving fast for sabine now... she maybe a divorced woman in a few weeks... yay!!! i don´t wanna say more about this case now... but we are keeping her on the right track and i think she is doing ok... i am trying my best.

I am still thinking what to get julia for xmas... i am SO NOT in a shopping mood! yeah yeah u heard right! ANGE ISN´T IN A MOOD TO SHOP! now don´t start to cry or freak out... i will be ok... lol

this year i am looking forward to xmas... we will make a family xmas... that what xmas is for me... a family event and not a religious holiday...Andi was calling me asking if we would have to buy presents for each other... we started that a few years ago... buy each other a present ...he was in a bad mood and i was then too... if u don´t want then not!!! WHATEVER!!!

yeah i admit i like to get presents too... I LIKE TO OPEN AT LEAST ONE PRESENT AT XMAS!!!!
Somebody? anybody?????? just one????sigh... am in a strange mood today... spent all morning sitting opposite a guy who smoked pipe and i have a headache now! i stink like pipesmoke and i hate that... grrrrrr
my hair... my clothes... i hate that...


A big hug to my girl Aims! MISSING U TOO! AND I WANT A PASSWORD! LOL

everything will be fine

Ange

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you
or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you
or leave you.....

Once again... Scott....

i know u have been mailing me again with questions to Scott... i haven´t been answering cause i wasn´t here and a big part was that i didn´t want to... U gotta understand i am trying to move on... my time with him was wonderful... i don´t regret our time together... but it is over!

i do have to admit that i cried on the way to vienna ... we were sleeping and i was laying there... looking out seeing all the stars and i listened to love songs... and yes i had to think about him... i did miss him... he always knew when i was in a train... wanting to drive it... old memories... it was a full moon... i was emotional... sorry... i don´t regret my tears... it hurts...

And i am not upset at him thinking he cheated on me... NO! i know he didn´t cheat on me while we were together... it was that he couldn´t stand up for me... old topic that i don´t want to warm up again... i will gladly answer all your questions but i think when u followed the story reading my blog u will know what is going on...

I wish him all the best... he is in a new relationship and i am too...and yes i still have feelings for him... i can´t deny that... but i am doing just fine...i am just so tired talking about him! i am sorry!

Snow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snooooowwww!!!!! Ya ya ya... sorry Sabine! It has been snowing and i love it! Early snow! Even more up in the mountains. So ski season will start soon i guess, as early as this upcoming weekend. i love snow. It´s a heavy snow though, very wet. Would prefer some dry snow but hey i am not complaining... its´snow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Julias bday was good. Lots of people. Her party will be this weekend though.Because of the snow! So we will spend this saturday in an inside pool. yay! gotta find my bathing suit somewhere in my closet.

My girl is 12 now!!! wow... sheezeee.... she says THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO SENT HER BIRTHDAY WISHES!

Happy birthday !!!!!

Hey ya all! Sorry i haven´t been blogging but life is keeping me busy! Hope all of u are doing ok!
I promise to update u on our vienna trip! I will, i promise!

Tomorrow is my girls birthday!!! YAYYYY!!! she will be 12... damn, time goes so fast! I am the mum of a 12 year old! Cool!

I love her so much! And i am proud of her! she is growing up to be a wonderful young lady!
Have heaps of things to do! Cakes to bake and Bday parties arrangements.

We will celebrate with friends and family tomorrow and on saturday she will have her party with her friends !

Happy Birthday Julia !!!!
I love you!

Mummy

Honey is back!!!

Hey ya all! I am back and i see i have been missed! i missed u too! i won´t be able to blog long now but i will update u on my trip and also add some pics!
am so tired and have to wash loads of dirty clothes lol!

everything is so fine!

mwah
Ange