hmmm....well....whats new....many things....nothing? still here. still feel empty. julia keeps me going. she is the best !!!!! love her to pieces. another light in my life is SCOTT! he is so sweet. enjoy his humor, his love, his friendship. and of course his sms on my mobile. yeahaaaa. those pick me up when i am feeling down. thank u for that. hope i can be the same to u as u are for me baby. fair dinkum !!!!!
am taking a step into politics. my neighbour made it interesting. and theres some motion going on. young, female and a lot to say. yahhh i am the right one. lets see.

tuesday, 25 th of january....funeral over-more than 200 ppl-raining-but all done-healing can begin-but i miss her-more than words can say-life goes on ppl say-yeah its like that-julia is fine-she is the most precious girl-i love her to pieces-world here i come again

"und wenn ein lied meine lippen verlässt, dann nur damit du liebe empfängst!"

u will live in our hearts. heaven has his angel back.

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Doris Treffer

here i am again. but-sad, devastated,lost, empty, dont know how to discribe it. my mom died last saturday. they called me, but i came to late. no more talks, no more hugs no more mom. now i have to organize the 3rd funeral since march last year. i hav enough!!!!!!! i dont want no more. feel so empty. somehow i always put the thought of her dying far away. she was doing better. i didnt want her to die. i am feeling selfish. i want her back. my eyes so swollen. weak knees. the doctor said i ll be ok. it ll take a few days. it takes longer. friday is the funeral. i hope i can get through it. no - i will get through it. for her. mom i love u! we will never forget u! u live in our hearts and thoughts forever!!!

honey baby glad to see u can blog in again. i read ur email and made blog to send u ur password.. maybe dats why u can blog in again.. i donno. i didnt have much time to reply things cos im not online much as well but juz keep in touch aye cos my blog is alwiz up and i'd alwiz be there. i'll try to be around soon so we can talk. but ur not dat ez to get urself aye.. **muackz..

am drained out. no energy. nada. absolutely nada. still aching. lost the baby. lost the man. he couldnt handle it. lost my granny. my mums sick. but ...i am a surviver. how? i will figure out. bad things happend in this world. we didnt celebrate new year after seeing those horrible pictures from the flooding. we cant imagine. how is that possible. there is more to come i fear. my best friend converted. she is a muslim now.i still love her 2 pieces. and there is scott. i dont know. love him too. he is close to me though he is so far away. he gives me strenght. he is troubled. fights with himself. he will make it. i will help him. and pj? havent heard from him. posted. mailed. nada. hope u doing ok pj. hope i didnt do anything to make u feel bad.love.

how is a man suppose to change? by blue (for scott. listen to it baby)

i am still hanging in there. new year. new chances. somewhere out there he is. i know.

DATE: 3rd of january. my moms bday
sitting: in a cold place
talked last to: julia
eat last: cake
wearing: too much cause its freaking cold

xmas is over. new year begun. sad things happeninig.didnt feel like celebrating at all.

dear honey:

please take note that i've added a small but handy "comments" feature for your blog. guests to the blog now can post their own comments and stuffs for each postings made. please look for the comments link on the top of the box for each posts and make your comments there. tX.. **mwa mwa @hunny bunny..

i have finally made it to the site. thank u for puttin the song here. its wonderful. and i know the problem is the tests i added in b4. they dont let me come in. so try to erase them. take the suckers out.
hello everybody. hello pj!!!!!!!
finally saw my baby again (my site). missed it lots. so will try to come here as much as possible.

time: 4:14 pm
location: snowy austria
wearing: jeans and sweater
drinking: coffee and water
talking: to marcela
listening to: carlos vives
last ate: rice veggies and soup
today I: forgot to take my pills oh oh
tonight i will: go to a party

My Love Is Like... Whoa



See, baby

I know you done had your share of girls

I am more than confident

You won't ever have to search any streets for

affection

I got you



What kind of girl you like

I know my looks can be deceivin'

Tell me am I your type

My main goal is to please you



What's on the schedule tonight

Am I the reason you'll be treatin'

I hope you have an appetite

So tell me will you come and spend the night



My love is like...Whoa

My kiss is like...Whoa

My touch is like...Whoa

My sex is like...Whoa

My ass is like...Whoa

My body's like...Whoa

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



My love is like...Whoa

My kiss is like...Whoa

My touch is like...Whoa

My sex is like...Whoa

My ass is like...Whoa

My body's like...Whoa

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



When will you come through

'Cause I'll be waitin' up right here

Can you bring some Belvedere

So we can pop the cork and cheer



Please have no fear

I just wanna love you right

I hope you have an appetite

So baby, will you come and spend the night



My love is like...Whoa

My kiss is like...Whoa

My touch is like...Whoa

My sex is like...Whoa

My ass is like...Whoa

My body's like...Whoa

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



My love is like...Whoa

My kiss is like...Whoa

My touch is like...Whoa

My sex is like...Whoa

My ass is like...Whoa

My body's like...Whoa

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



hold me

hold me, oh, my

(Tasty) My (Tasty) my

(hold me, oh, my) hold me

(Tasty) Me (Tasty) my



hold me like you never wanna let me go

If you're likin' what you're tastin' baby let me

know

If you're gonna love me better love me strong

'Cause I want this love to last all night long



My love is like...Whoa

My kiss is like...Whoa

My touch is like...Whoa

My sex is like...Whoa

My ass is like...Whoa

My body's like...Whoa

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



My love is like

My kiss is like

My touch is like

My sex is like

My ass is like

My body's like

And you're kissin' it

So what you think of it



Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa



My love is like whoa

my kiss is like whoa

my touch is like whoa

you know it's like whoa