Time: 4:22 pm
Listening to: `the reason`from Hoobastank, our song
Waiting for: Scott to come back on, he has pc problems
Talked last on phone to: Sabine
Drinking: Coffee, Deniz made it specially for me, he is my coffee man
Cried last time: when Scott explained what happend, wont say more
Laughed last: with my lovely daughter julia
Today i have to: recharge my phone to talk to my baby
Tomorrow i have to: go grocery shopping, yieakss need to badly!!!!

Blow jobs...

What`s with guys loving blow jobs so much?
I talked about it with a guy friend the other day. We joked about it but it developed into a quite funny conversation. I know guys self esteem is mostly located in their pants. And there is not a lot of space. A lot of them have their personality and brains down there too. sorry.
So that wud mean, to give a guy a blow job is as u wud say: u are so right my love, u are so wonderful my baby!
And if the size of the organ is a lil problem, a blow job along with some nice words can do wonders.

He meant getting a blow job means being accepted as a male, letting go as a man, without loosing his manliness. Guys have a hard time being ready for action all the time ( yeah sure lol) and perform until their partner is satisfied. They got performance fears.

Oral stimulation is like starting a motor, if its running, hop on!
About swallowing cum he said, its already in the bible that the seme should not drop to the ground (AT, 1. Moses 38). And u girls dont want us men to go to hell for sinning?

yeah right, i think we girls with a healthy self esteem dont buy that right?
Love and reason, since why do they go together?

No no never...

Do u guys know the european song contest???
Well dont wanna comment this years winner. terrible.
The contest is not what it used to be.

but i did like the German entry. a group called texas lightning ( yeah i know lol)
Like the lyrics of their song... i think u all know why? hi hi

NO NO NEVER...
My love is stronger now than you'll ever know
and it won't ever let you go
My love is wider than the ocean can be
and it’s deeper than the deep blue sea

My love goes higher than a mountain can rise
and I see it there in your eyes
My love gets tougher when the going gets rough
and believe me,
I've got more than enough

Keep tryin' babe,
keep holding on
There's a place we belong

Where things are good,
where love is strong

I'm never ever gonna leave you to cry on your own
Never ever gonna not go and pick up the phone
I'm never ever gonna let you be chilled to the bone
No, no, never
No, no, never

I'm never ever gonna leave when you're lost in the storm
Never ever gonna not keep you safe where it's warm
I never ever will desert you when your heart is torn
No, no, never
No, no, never

My love shines brighter than a twinkling star
baby no matter where you are
And my love keeps burning like an eternal flame
you can feel it,
when I'm calling your name

Keep tryin' babe,
keep holding on
There's a place we belong
Where things are good,
where love is strong
I'm never ever gonna leave you to cry on your own...

Monday...

Tell me why i dont like mondays, tell me why i dont like mondays.... la la la
remember that song?

well i love this monday, spent time with my man. Julia is at the movies. Finally talked to Jaff.
Jaff and me shared some pics. He showed me his love. but i am still his fave waste of time, he promised lol.
weather still not better. sigh

smsd a bit with teena ystd. was in the tub and had a lot of time lol. Hope i get to talk to her online, and then longer. Am going to her blog and read what she is up to.

Now i have to kill some time until scott comes back online.

everything will be fine

Angie

It's getting old...... Build a bridge

Hey Guys.
Just wanna talk about something that has been going on for quite some time now and is really starting to become something that most of you would consider pathetic. Perhaps even ridiculous. So much now that I have taken steps to have this investigated further and hopefully brought to an end. For good.

You are ( Well at least most of the regulars ) aware of Karen. the woman I left Angie for. The one I dont like talking about? Well.. For today only, I am gonna talk about her. Because even though I am no longer with her, Karen has not completely let go. She is still carrying on as if all this only happened yesterday.

She must think we, Angie and I, are the village idiots. She has left tags in the archives of Ange's blogs in the names of, Taylor, Lolly and even Vanessa. My ex. So funny. Really it is. These people she is masquerading as, dont give a flying fuck at a rolling donut about Ange and I. Well Lolly and Vanessa dont. That much I do know. The funny thing is, every time a comment is posted, its location is always recorded and kept for statistical purposes. and each time Vanessa, Lolly, or this Taylor bloke put in a comment, they all retreat back to the same service provider, and location of where they originate. Spring TX.

How funny is that? Lolly lives in England, and Vanessa, she lives in Australia, and as far as my geography goes, that is no where near Spring TX, or TEXAS!!! How fuckin pathetic is that huh? Its a joke! give it up Karen. Get over it.

Ange even gets E-Mails from Karen. saying all sorts of shit. Really upsets her sometinmes. But as the saying goes. Whatever doesnt kill you, can only make you stronger. And how true it is. Ange and I have been together now for 15 months. we have had our ups and downs, like all couples do. But we have survived and we will continue to survive. Nothing can tear us apart. Nothing.

So anyway. I read somewhere about this guy who lived in the states ( go figure ) and was the first person to be arrested and charged on harrasment over cyberspace. Apparently he sent hundreds of hate mail, via email to Asian students citing his displeasure for them and subsequently was tracked down and arrested. The first in the world for cyberspace crime.

This prompted me to investigate further and ask my brother what he knew about it. He wasnt fully aware of it but said he knoew some guys who worked for the AFP ( the Australian Fededral Police ) and would get them to look into it for me.

So this is just a fair warning to you Karen, and I know you are going to be reading this. Possibly already beginning to find a way to counter attack. But I dont care. You are an idiot. Just give up. Its possible that pretty soon, you are going to have the FBI or the CIA or even INTERPOL and the AFP knocking on ya door. I'm not joking. You have some serious issues. You need to get over it. Find a new hobby. Here's one for ya. FUCK YA HUSBAND!! And just leave Ange alone.

Well thats it from me guys. Gotta call my Angel. Talk to you all again soon. Everything is WONDERFUL!! Hooroo

Unreal

This is so unbelieveable. I dont think I have felt like this ever in my whole life? Ange woke me this morning just before she went to bed, like she always does, and told me that she sent me pictures for me to look at. I was excited to see what they were. They were pictures of Julia. A very beautiful young lady she is too I may add. there was also a picture of her ex husband in there also. Why she sent me pictures of her ex I will never know but I appreciate the thought all the same

I have to go with Ange on this one. we are so in love. I cant describe how I really feel about Ange, but if I dont get my daily dose of her each day, surely I will go nuts. And yeah. I love here big boobs. lol. Just fantastic. not the reason why I love her so much. I loved her even before I knew how wonderful they were, but will certainly make our sex life more exciting. So if you are reading this Karen, sucks to be you. I'm in love with a real woman, not a fake wannabe without a brain in her head. I love you Angelica. Always.

Better go. things to do today. Talk to you all again soon.
Everything is fine. and always will be. Hooroo Scotty

Love, love, love...

My man is so head over heels, its amazing. I feel so fucking loved. We are going strong since 15 months now. And we have our ups and downs but we always work it out. We lost each other once and that fucking wont happen to us again.

He doesnt like to talk about that time a lot. He says there is nothing more to say. Karen was a mistake and he is sorry. It´s interesting to discover informations about that time. I never knew he went to my blog every day to see whats going on with me and if i was missing him. Behind karens back lol. We talked again behind her back. But i didnt take him from her. He saw what a big mistake he made and turned around. And he loves my real big boobs lol. Seeing me on cam is wow to him. He is so in love. Hard to explain whats goin on. We probably bore u ppl with our being so in love. But we are!!!!

I asked him today: what made u turn my way again? He said he heard me calling, in his mind he heard me calling .Nothing stands in the way of true love. We lost and found each other again.

He sent a message ystd: I WANT TO MARRY YOU!
i told him i just accept proposals in person lol. He said he didnt propose to me, he just told me what he felt and what he intends to do. Okay, cant wait for the real one. He said he will make it so very special. Well u all will know when it happend :)

Dear Jaff,
Sorry u couldnt talk to me, i am glad u are ok. Did u get my messages? Well at least u saw me on cam. Julia came later and we tried again but u were away i guess. Next time u see her. She is looking forward getting more postcards from you. I´ll mail you my adress again but i dont have a email addy from you !!! so u gotta email me: angelicacordero@hotmail.com

mwah- your fave waste of time

so i gotta go-just put my man to sleep

love ya all

everything will be fine

Angie
Hey there guys.
It has been a week since I have been up here in the tropics visiting my mum, and I must say, the change of scenery has really benefited Ange and I. Our love for eachother has been so strong this past week. We miss each other more, and we have grown closer together. We really appreciate the time we spend together and we are finding ourselves looking forward to each others company.

I have to send a very big thank you to Ange's friend and neighbour, Sabine for allowing Ange to use her pc in the afternoons since Ange's died and has not yet been resurrected. So thank you Sabine for being so generous. things probably would have been more difficult without your help.

My Mum is doing well. Can't exactly say the same for my sister. We have encountered a few problems since I have been up here. Slowly but surely, we are working on them and endeavour to fix them. Although I only have one more week up here and still have so much to do. So I guess I better get moving.

Havent really got much else to say, so I'll leve it there and talk to you some more again soon. Til then, Hooroo! Scotty

Missing My Baby


Hey Guys.

Just a quick hello. I'm up in Townsville, far north Queensland, Australia at the moment viviting my mum. She isn't doing too well and have taken some time off to come up and see her. I also suprised my sister who made her Debutante on the weekend. I have attached some photos of the night. Wish Ange could have been there. Missing her so much right now. Hopefully she will make it out here for Bruce and Louises wedding. This picture here is of my mum and yours truly. This picture was taken at the north end of the strand, right opposite the beach at the north end of Townsville.




This one here on the left is my sister, Courteney and of couse once again, yours truly. the night went pretty good. All the debutantes looked beautiful, but I'm not about to post images of every one of them. Baby I miss you so much. Hope these pictures cheer you up a lil. I'll try and get some images of the local area and post them. Til then, Hooroo. Love you Angel.



Alive...

I was made for you
You were made for me
Everybody used to say
We were meant to be
And that's all you ever really need to know
I was made for you


It's like a poison - just one cure
You're my remedy - for sure
There's an angel - at my door
I don't wanna feel like this no more


I'm in the dark and you're my light
I'm going blind and you're my sight
I feel alive
You set me free
I hold you tight
You're in my heart and I'm the knife
I feel alive

You belong to me
Like I belong to you
If you're not satisfied
Tell me what I gotta do

I think it's time we set the record straight
Cause I want to know if I should be afraid
Cause you belong to me

It's like a poison - just one cure
You're my remedy - for sure
There's an angel - at my door

I'm in the dark and you're my light
I'm going blind and you're my sight
You set me free I hold you tight
You're in my heart and I'm the knife
I'm in the dark and you're my light
I'm going blind and you're my sight
you set me free I hold you tight