Hey ya all... sorry i haven´t been on... was very busy... was feeling sad and down ... it has been 3 years now since my mom passed away... and all i wanted to be is alone... it hurts... a lot... and it´s not better yet...i don´t wanna cry again so i will change the subject...
Sabine told me scott sent her an invitation to join him on facebook... it was funny cause i sent him one a while ago to get more friends lol... so i came on after a long time and i thought i would have one too... but duh was i wrong... i looked at his profile on facebook and was sruprised what i found... i saw him and his gf... she is pretty... they look nice together... well i understand that he doesnt want me on his friends list... but my friend? well...
i also saw other people on his friends list... including karen... gosh i feel bad... having karen on his friends list is like a slap on my face...i saw people on his friends list that i thought were close to me... but i have to be remind myself once again that i am on another continent... different laws i guess... it hurts but once again i got reminded to not put too many feelings and emotions in it... once again i have the feeling of being the fool...i will pull myself out of this as good as i can... i don´t wanna get hurt again... no more!
Got contact with Jai again... he will come visit me soon... i am so looking forward to his massage !!! yeah...
nothing else to say right now... feel empty and sad... shouldn´t have come on today!
thanks pj for the new look! miss u!
will everything be fine?
ange
The 3 kings...
20 C + M + B 08
Christus Mansionem Benedicat
Christ bless this home
so u all know the 3 kings that came to bethlehem... they followed the star to see baby boy jesus...we have a tradition here... organised by the church... kids dress up as the 3 kings... wonderful costumes... and they go from house to house singing and collecting money for a good cause...they have to learn a new song every year and some text... the last 2 years julia did it too but this year she said no...
since i went with a group the last 2 years too... and believe me thats hard work... 3 afternoons in a row from 2 pm till 8 pm... sing and sing and sing and walk... well since julia didnt wanna participate i thought i am off the hook too... but...yeah they called me asking if i would take over a group since they dont have enough adults... so can angie say no??? yup... angie said yes...
so u all know what i will be doing the next few afternoons.... and at night sit down on the sofa and wont get up until... well i have to go to the bathroom lol just kidding....
since i wont have time to come here anymore....
u all have a wonderful rest of the week and miss me a bit!
Everything will be fine
Angie
Christus Mansionem Benedicat
Christ bless this home
so u all know the 3 kings that came to bethlehem... they followed the star to see baby boy jesus...we have a tradition here... organised by the church... kids dress up as the 3 kings... wonderful costumes... and they go from house to house singing and collecting money for a good cause...they have to learn a new song every year and some text... the last 2 years julia did it too but this year she said no...
since i went with a group the last 2 years too... and believe me thats hard work... 3 afternoons in a row from 2 pm till 8 pm... sing and sing and sing and walk... well since julia didnt wanna participate i thought i am off the hook too... but...yeah they called me asking if i would take over a group since they dont have enough adults... so can angie say no??? yup... angie said yes...
so u all know what i will be doing the next few afternoons.... and at night sit down on the sofa and wont get up until... well i have to go to the bathroom lol just kidding....
since i wont have time to come here anymore....
u all have a wonderful rest of the week and miss me a bit!
Everything will be fine
Angie
We are survivors!!!
U know what... we are survivors!!!! Yeah we just came to that conclusion and its fucking true! we are above all the shit that has been going on! Their level is too low for us and we wont go down and get dirty! How miserable to make everybody else feel miserable to feel better about yourself!
Not with us ! 2008.. our year!
Not with us ! 2008.. our year!
you wont see me cry !!!!
my love is good for someone and i will find him !!! i will go on!
i will find a way to fight it ... even if i have to hide it...u won´t see me cry!
Aims u know why this song is up .. thanks for being there!
i will be strong...
you won´t see me cry!
i will find a way to fight it ... even if i have to hide it...u won´t see me cry!
Aims u know why this song is up .. thanks for being there!
i will be strong...
you won´t see me cry!
Happy new year !!!
I wish all my faithful readers a wonderful and blessed 2008 !
May it be a good one for you!
Sending out all my love to you!
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May it be a good one for you!
Sending out all my love to you!
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i admit it....
ok ok... i admit it....
i am playing with julias nintendo ds lite... and i love it....
I admit i fight her for it... yeah ... am i a bad mom cause of that ? lol
I admit i sent her to bed early a few times cause i wanted to play lol
Now stop yelling or is that a laugh???
i admit i created my own dog in the nintendogs game... yeah i have !!!
Yeah i feed the dogs when julia lost interests! i bath them and go for walks!
Yeah YEAH yeah ... u can stop laughing now... dont want them to die dont we???
HUH HUH???
Hey, but julias friends think she has a cool mom and their mommies dont feed the dogs and help lol... see ????
So... gotta go now cause some of our animals need to be walked ! lol
Everything will be fine
Angie
i am playing with julias nintendo ds lite... and i love it....
I admit i fight her for it... yeah ... am i a bad mom cause of that ? lol
I admit i sent her to bed early a few times cause i wanted to play lol
Now stop yelling or is that a laugh???
i admit i created my own dog in the nintendogs game... yeah i have !!!
Yeah i feed the dogs when julia lost interests! i bath them and go for walks!
Yeah YEAH yeah ... u can stop laughing now... dont want them to die dont we???
HUH HUH???
Hey, but julias friends think she has a cool mom and their mommies dont feed the dogs and help lol... see ????
So... gotta go now cause some of our animals need to be walked ! lol
Everything will be fine
Angie
For Amy....
This one goes out to Amy... i love u just the way u are ! By your side all the way ! Hugs
How many times... how many lies !
I came across this song on the net when i was searching for something else... and i am hooked onto it now... been listening to it cause it feels like she is talking about how i feel sometimes ...when i am confused about how to deal with feelings for a certain somebody... no no... i am not sad... listen to it!
They would try to tell me something
Oh, but I was hearing nothing
When they said you were just playing me
I didn't listenI didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool
I'm here Searching through the wreckage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I found I i misplaced all of my faith
How could I put my faith in you?
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here deceiving
When I was here believing in you.
I got to put the blame on myself
Should've known with everyone else.
Just knowing they knew you was just bad news
I should've walked out (I should've walked out)
I should've stayed clear (I should've stayed clear)
I'm glad your sad ass is out of here !
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you.
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth.
There were so many times
There were so many lies
I don't know why I stayed on you
There were so many days
There were so many games
I should've thrown your sad ass out.
But now the game is through
I'll never trust in you
I've finally got wise
I opened up my eyes
Your game is over!
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here deceiving
When I was here believing in you
I opened up my eyes!
They would try to tell me something
Oh, but I was hearing nothing
When they said you were just playing me
I didn't listenI didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool
I'm here Searching through the wreckage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I found I i misplaced all of my faith
How could I put my faith in you?
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here deceiving
When I was here believing in you.
I got to put the blame on myself
Should've known with everyone else.
Just knowing they knew you was just bad news
I should've walked out (I should've walked out)
I should've stayed clear (I should've stayed clear)
I'm glad your sad ass is out of here !
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you.
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth.
There were so many times
There were so many lies
I don't know why I stayed on you
There were so many days
There were so many games
I should've thrown your sad ass out.
But now the game is through
I'll never trust in you
I've finally got wise
I opened up my eyes
Your game is over!
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here deceiving
When I was here believing in you
I opened up my eyes!
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