hey my faithful readers,
as u could read in my last blog entries that there is some drama heading my way and already partly hit me. So i decided to take a break for a while. I don´t want and need all this in my life.
Scott and me talked quite a bit lately and we are ok with the choices we made. He couldn´t hold on any longer since he needed me so much right there with him and let go. I understand his reasons... now i do. He needed somebody there and kinda replaced me with an australian girl. Sounds cruel huh but thats the way it is. I am not mad at him. I know what he felt. I felt the same way. Knowing there is somebody u love so much and not being able to hold and feel that person. It was hard. We did it for a long time and then it was too much.
He has now a girl in his life who i hope makes him very happy. I do know Scotts faults and i hope he won´t repeat them. I´ll try to tell him what not to do but well... he is a man after all. And a stuborn and proud one too.
I too have a man in my life who makes me smile. Who is fun to be around. Who treats me like his Queen. It would be unfair to him too letting this drama hit me. He has been patient already and i thank him for that.
so let Scott and me live our lives. We tried and we couldn´t make it. We did the best and loved each other with all our heart. What´s going on and has been going on between scott and me, stays between scott and me and i hope u all understand that.
i love u all dearly and i am not mad at anyone. I need my time away and will be back when i am ready. I will try to hop in and blog once in a while.
Everything will be fine!
Ange
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