i´ve been asked in a mail what kind of music i have on my mp3 player.... oh well........ as u all know by now i love music and its a part of my daily life .... i dont know why u want to know pete but i will give u an idea whats bringing me through the day ;)
Jason Mraz - Sleeping to dream
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8hNTa-B4JI
Chaka Khan - Ain´t nobody loves me better
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgnNdNDzhgo
Thomas Godoj - i´m not ok
Sugababes - lost in you
Laith al Deen - bilder von dir
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDGpYNWHnRs
Herbert Grönemeyer - Land unter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ao1ezUT_zhQ
Jason Mraz - Live High
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKZQXnmbCxk
Jennifer Lopez - i´m real
Sunrise Avenue - Heal me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qas5xlj33sM
Pussycatdolls - How many times
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJVgksDAEU0
so here we go! enjoy.....thats just a sample
listening to jason right now......... of course ;)
Did i do or say something wrong ?
there´s a certain person in my life who means a lot to me. i got her through a lot the last 1.5 years. always there. i tried my best to be there.
it took a lot out of me. emotionally too. there were many times when i went back home crying.
i was always being the strong one. somebody had to be.
i did it cause i wanted to. i cared. always told her one day u´ll be there for me when i have my breakdown.
but when u cross a line. when u say one word too much... even not being aware of it.
i have honestly no idea whats going on right now. have i said something wrong? did something wrong? or didnt do or say anything wrong ?
honestly i had a lot on my plate lately... an awful lot. i was busy with myself too.
putting that back i called her, i visited her.... felt strange
then a few things happened..... with another couple.... that made me think....
i feel that she feels ashamed .... the way she acts towards me.... hard to discribe :(
those people live next door to me .... she comes to visit them or her... no knock on my door
not even a short ring saying....... hey i have no time but a short hello........... she used to do it......now.......
today i left.... they were there again.... yeah it hurts ..... i came back home and i cried
i really feel bad about it ... Andi warned be about it .... i sit here with swollen eyes and a headache... and i dont know why i am so emotionally... yeah the way she treats me fucking hurts .... and its not jealousy.... and i dont know what to do... there is the concert we all go to together next week .... i´d wish i could look forward to it .... i will keep silence
smile....yeah i can do that...... smile though i cry inside .... andi told me to talk to her and adress everything ... why me? sick and tired of always being the forward one ....
i am way from being perfect ... i am so full of faults .... i am trying to be the best i can be... for everybody .... but pleasing them i am getting lost along the way....
she hurts me with her behaviour ......
everything will be fine
Angie
it took a lot out of me. emotionally too. there were many times when i went back home crying.
i was always being the strong one. somebody had to be.
i did it cause i wanted to. i cared. always told her one day u´ll be there for me when i have my breakdown.
but when u cross a line. when u say one word too much... even not being aware of it.
i have honestly no idea whats going on right now. have i said something wrong? did something wrong? or didnt do or say anything wrong ?
honestly i had a lot on my plate lately... an awful lot. i was busy with myself too.
putting that back i called her, i visited her.... felt strange
then a few things happened..... with another couple.... that made me think....
i feel that she feels ashamed .... the way she acts towards me.... hard to discribe :(
those people live next door to me .... she comes to visit them or her... no knock on my door
not even a short ring saying....... hey i have no time but a short hello........... she used to do it......now.......
today i left.... they were there again.... yeah it hurts ..... i came back home and i cried
i really feel bad about it ... Andi warned be about it .... i sit here with swollen eyes and a headache... and i dont know why i am so emotionally... yeah the way she treats me fucking hurts .... and its not jealousy.... and i dont know what to do... there is the concert we all go to together next week .... i´d wish i could look forward to it .... i will keep silence
smile....yeah i can do that...... smile though i cry inside .... andi told me to talk to her and adress everything ... why me? sick and tired of always being the forward one ....
i am way from being perfect ... i am so full of faults .... i am trying to be the best i can be... for everybody .... but pleasing them i am getting lost along the way....
she hurts me with her behaviour ......
everything will be fine
Angie
my fave xmas song this year!!!
so there is one song i play up and down.... and bug julia with it lol
i sing along and that with lots of pleasure.... so i wanna share this song with u all!
sing along with me! ;)
What to give a girl who has everything
All i want for christmas you
Here’s my listI checked it twice
Wasn’t good, wasn’t bad
I was naughty and nice.
Had my eye on you all year long
And now i know for sure
I wouldn’t even have to try you on
No need for gift return.
It’s going to be a cold winter
But i wont need the heat to keep me warm
As long as you wrap yourself around me
On christmas morning
Whether it’s now or later
As long as it’s before you go,
you know My love is always in your favor
And now you know that
All i want for christmas...Is...
Sweet like a candycane
Hanging from the tree
I will stripe you red and green
When you hit me like a sugar rush
No need for the other stuff
This season you’re all that i need.
They say wishing for you
Is like wishing for snow in california
But you know that i can prove them all wrong
Cause my love is true
I simply adore ya.
It´s gonna be a cold winter....
Can’t say that i’ve been good all year
But I've been making resolutions to get you here
And if it means being better than whatever, no sweat
Well I bet my halls that i deck for the cause
And santa claus, he knows what my intentions are
Even dismissing mistle toe
So I get to know ya, first of all
Singing oh my god
You’re the reason that i decorate my yard
i sing along and that with lots of pleasure.... so i wanna share this song with u all!
sing along with me! ;)
What to give a girl who has everything
All i want for christmas you
Here’s my listI checked it twice
Wasn’t good, wasn’t bad
I was naughty and nice.
Had my eye on you all year long
And now i know for sure
I wouldn’t even have to try you on
No need for gift return.
It’s going to be a cold winter
But i wont need the heat to keep me warm
As long as you wrap yourself around me
On christmas morning
Whether it’s now or later
As long as it’s before you go,
you know My love is always in your favor
And now you know that
All i want for christmas...Is...
Sweet like a candycane
Hanging from the tree
I will stripe you red and green
When you hit me like a sugar rush
No need for the other stuff
This season you’re all that i need.
They say wishing for you
Is like wishing for snow in california
But you know that i can prove them all wrong
Cause my love is true
I simply adore ya.
It´s gonna be a cold winter....
Can’t say that i’ve been good all year
But I've been making resolutions to get you here
And if it means being better than whatever, no sweat
Well I bet my halls that i deck for the cause
And santa claus, he knows what my intentions are
Even dismissing mistle toe
So I get to know ya, first of all
Singing oh my god
You’re the reason that i decorate my yard
ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHhh...........
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats how i feel right now!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i actually went into my bathroom and screamed so loud and long..........it was good but not enough i guess!!!
dont know how to fix this right now.... figuring that out.... trying to... but i get so much weight being put on by others that i feel i am drowning!
Andi put his shorts on and jumped into the water with me....... holding on to me... keeping my head above water.....
thats how i feel right now!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i actually went into my bathroom and screamed so loud and long..........it was good but not enough i guess!!!
dont know how to fix this right now.... figuring that out.... trying to... but i get so much weight being put on by others that i feel i am drowning!
Andi put his shorts on and jumped into the water with me....... holding on to me... keeping my head above water.....
shitty , crappy, sad.... u name it
sorry for not being around.... there is much to blog about but it just wont come out.... sorry
shitty, crappy, sad, annoyed, dissapointed........ so many words to explain how i feel.
but i am functioning. yes i am .. and i guess thats whats keeping me from breaking down.
i have to funtion yes.
dont get me wrong i have many beautiful friends who are there for me.
andi just lifts me up everytime we meet!
thank u for the jason mraz cd!!!!
we did something on saturday i thought we would never do. odd but well ok.
anytime again andi!
talking to another friend now ..... Amy.... all the way in australia... she is such a darling...
glad i got her.... even though she is too damn far away.... she´ll always listen to me ... wish to have her closer ... but at least she is on planet earth.......lol he he
one day aims one day!!!
so to u all.......... i am a survivor and i will survive this too!
this is taking a lot out of me but i will get through it!
i was hoping with Brians help but he is falling down at the moment too. he is on his way back to normal as we speak but i am having a hard time with our situation right now!
i am always trying to make him understand........ does he?
i feel he doesnt care....... at all
but then he messages me drunk.......... seems drunk is the only way he can talk to me lately? should that worry me? or should i see it in the way that... being vulnerable and down he is thinking about me......hmmmm
we both met at the worst time of our lives... we couldnt have know what is coming our way
i need him to heal but he cant be there for me
so i gotta do it without him
brian is it so damn hard to hear my voice on the phone???? is it????
everything will be alright.........hell yeah it will
Angie
shitty, crappy, sad, annoyed, dissapointed........ so many words to explain how i feel.
but i am functioning. yes i am .. and i guess thats whats keeping me from breaking down.
i have to funtion yes.
dont get me wrong i have many beautiful friends who are there for me.
andi just lifts me up everytime we meet!
thank u for the jason mraz cd!!!!
we did something on saturday i thought we would never do. odd but well ok.
anytime again andi!
talking to another friend now ..... Amy.... all the way in australia... she is such a darling...
glad i got her.... even though she is too damn far away.... she´ll always listen to me ... wish to have her closer ... but at least she is on planet earth.......lol he he
one day aims one day!!!
so to u all.......... i am a survivor and i will survive this too!
this is taking a lot out of me but i will get through it!
i was hoping with Brians help but he is falling down at the moment too. he is on his way back to normal as we speak but i am having a hard time with our situation right now!
i am always trying to make him understand........ does he?
i feel he doesnt care....... at all
but then he messages me drunk.......... seems drunk is the only way he can talk to me lately? should that worry me? or should i see it in the way that... being vulnerable and down he is thinking about me......hmmmm
we both met at the worst time of our lives... we couldnt have know what is coming our way
i need him to heal but he cant be there for me
so i gotta do it without him
brian is it so damn hard to hear my voice on the phone???? is it????
everything will be alright.........hell yeah it will
Angie
good night!
hey ya all.... its late saturday night here and its time to go to sleep!
had a busy day. was so crazy that i made an apple pie 2 hours ago.... :P
gonna get my julia and then hit the sack.
she is already calling me!
hope u all have a good weekend!
mwah
everything will be fine
Angie
had a busy day. was so crazy that i made an apple pie 2 hours ago.... :P
gonna get my julia and then hit the sack.
she is already calling me!
hope u all have a good weekend!
mwah
everything will be fine
Angie
TGIF !!!!!!!!!
hello out there.......ya i am still alive!
i know i have been neglecting you and i feel bad about that.
i promise to better myself!
Aims told me to blog so she can read something... well ......hmmm
havent we talked about everything already today? lol
what more to say? hmmm
jason is still present with his music in my daily life.... i start to love his songs... the lyrics...
its friday today.... thank god another week over....
we will have big brunch tomorrow with all our friends.... well the closest ones...
looking forward to that.
i think i am gonna take a long bubble bath tonight and listen to jason.... :P
maybe have a nice conversation with brian?
gives me warm feelings.....
winter is near here.... jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Danny lol.... sipping on gluhwein as i type lol nah i am kidding but i will drink a few and think of you..... and a schnitzel....or better gulasch? lol
always enjoy our conversations ;)
my fingers are getting cold so i will stop typing and get some warm tea......
i wish u all a wonderful weekend!
everything will be fine
Angie
this song is wonderful............ i love u Brian
i know i have been neglecting you and i feel bad about that.
i promise to better myself!
Aims told me to blog so she can read something... well ......hmmm
havent we talked about everything already today? lol
what more to say? hmmm
jason is still present with his music in my daily life.... i start to love his songs... the lyrics...
its friday today.... thank god another week over....
we will have big brunch tomorrow with all our friends.... well the closest ones...
looking forward to that.
i think i am gonna take a long bubble bath tonight and listen to jason.... :P
maybe have a nice conversation with brian?
gives me warm feelings.....
winter is near here.... jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Danny lol.... sipping on gluhwein as i type lol nah i am kidding but i will drink a few and think of you..... and a schnitzel....or better gulasch? lol
always enjoy our conversations ;)
my fingers are getting cold so i will stop typing and get some warm tea......
i wish u all a wonderful weekend!
everything will be fine
Angie
this song is wonderful............ i love u Brian
My Vienna visit in September....
yeah i know i promised to talk about my stay in vienna in september.... so here we go... sorry its that late ! ;)
train ride was relaxing.... up to 7 hours in a train can go very slow... but i had my music and lots to read... somehow being in a train always makes me think about Scott ( he is driving trains in australia ).... my black sheep was waiting at the trainstation with flowers.... smiling a big smile... we went to pick up the concert tickets.... yeah i was a bit upset he hadnt managed to do that before but oh well... he is a bit chaotic at times.... we went to his place and almost got to the concert to late.... arghhh
the concert was so cool.... black sheep and me had loads of fun.... he was very attentive.... i sang along and he didnt even mind lol.... jason mraz rocked the place and i am an absolute fan of his music now... and of him of course
we finished the night with loads of cocktails.... i hadnt eaten all day and so i was drunk pretty fast as u can imagine.... we drank so many different ones that i almost felt sick... we both got home though lol
next day he had to go to an convention but brought me coffee while i was still half asleep.... wow... yeah there are still guys doing that.... nice being woken up like that.... we hurried up to get out and he caught his train in time....
i spent the day with my dear friend Gabi.... love her dearly... her two boys are just adorable and Michael cracks me up anytime i see him... he is such a darling
we met up with black sheep at night and Gabi got to meet him... it was so cute seeing him so shy... altough he kissed me when we met... that surprised me... we were so tired that we fell right into bed
next day i dragged him to a shopping mall... " are u serious angie?"... yup lol... and we went to Ikea.... he spent more money there than me... go figure lol
he took me out to Burger King.... he is so romantic isnt he sighhh..... gosh what more can i want ??? lol he he
we had a fun day but spending money is exhausting too.... :P
saturday we decided to go see the Van gogh exhibition.... it took us 3 tries till we finally decided that the row wasnt that long anymore.... but we did spend a lot of time in coffee houses that afternoon.... he is a charming company... his eyes are warm but..... he is a charming liar also lol
sorry but u know its true....
the exhibition was so wonderful.... the only negative were all the people.... and there were many....
he took me out to dinner and we had a fun last night before i had to go back home....
that night Brian called me at 4:30 am.... he was drunk and scared .... i got up and talked to him for a bit.... wonder why he did.... i asked him if he was ok and he said " that depends on.... " hmmm
i woke up every day at 6 am to sneak out to the toilet and to call julia...she insisted on that call before she had to go to school.... he just smiled at me and calling me a " heroe of every day life"
it was a wonderful time with black sheep... he treated me like a princess and i was feeling safe.
everything was soooooooooo fine
Angie
True........
Dont make someone a priority
who only makes you an option!!!!
Thank you Aims.... i will try to remember that! hugs
who only makes you an option!!!!
Thank you Aims.... i will try to remember that! hugs
ok ok ok Aims!!!!
yeah i got ya Aims!!!
i am sorry.......i was away but i thought about u... we had a short talk a few weeks back didnt we?
that was u right? :P
i was away and life has me back.... sigh......
i wish to go back......I WANNA GO BAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!!
gosh even my friends called me to check if i had boarded the train... they were afraid i would stay even longer.... oh common ( yeah i would have la la la la la)
i am stuck in one place for too long now. and there is so much goin on in my life ... arghhhh
u know the feeling when u just wanna go to sleep??
i have with so much shit to deal and sometimes i make my life harder... my fault yeah i know... but i am stubborn at times.
there is a guy who likes me that i keep at a distance and the guy i fell for is keeping me at a distance... talking about complicated....arghhhhh
but one thing i really appreciate is my net of friends... who catch me if i fall and i love them all dearly.... cant buy that with any money!!!!
ok ok......i promise to be back more often!
everything will be fine
Angie
P.S : to PJ..........didnt see ur sms till now pj! message me with news! where are u?
i am sorry.......i was away but i thought about u... we had a short talk a few weeks back didnt we?
that was u right? :P
i was away and life has me back.... sigh......
i wish to go back......I WANNA GO BAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!!
gosh even my friends called me to check if i had boarded the train... they were afraid i would stay even longer.... oh common ( yeah i would have la la la la la)
i am stuck in one place for too long now. and there is so much goin on in my life ... arghhhh
u know the feeling when u just wanna go to sleep??
i have with so much shit to deal and sometimes i make my life harder... my fault yeah i know... but i am stubborn at times.
there is a guy who likes me that i keep at a distance and the guy i fell for is keeping me at a distance... talking about complicated....arghhhhh
but one thing i really appreciate is my net of friends... who catch me if i fall and i love them all dearly.... cant buy that with any money!!!!
ok ok......i promise to be back more often!
everything will be fine
Angie
P.S : to PJ..........didnt see ur sms till now pj! message me with news! where are u?
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