Losing...

Losing someone u love so much can be devastating. Scott is gonna lose his mom and it kills him. I have been there before. I never thought i would lose my mom. I ignored those feelings. I miss her so much it hurts. I dont know how to help him. If i ask him how she is or if he talked to her i feel he gets upset. He doesnt wanna talk about it? I dont wanna force him to talk to me about her. I dont want him to think i am ignoring his pain or whats going on when i am not talking about his mum with him. its a touchy subject. And i hope i am doing everything right. Being so far away is so hard. I just hope he feels he can talk to me about it. He is not alone with it. I try to understand what he feels.