Alone...

i feel lonely... it´s not that there are not enough people around me... i got plenty of friends close to me... not one day goes by without seeing sabine... who is worrying me lots right now... i wish i could help her... but she has to do it alone... i miss him... i miss little things... it´s getting so hard...so damn hard... a kiss... a touch... a friendly word... to wake up in your lovers arms... all of you who can experience that know what i am talking about... i cry more and more lately... tears...


everything will be fine

Angie

Frustrated...

Another frutstrating and sad day... how can i make him understand? i love him with all my heart... i know he is stressed and has a few things to deal with... i don´t expect any material things... he knows i understand... i wish for time... there is never time... i wish this feeling would go away that every sms is bothering him...is it too much to ask? huh... i am patient... i pretend to be happy and i guess he doesnt buy it anymore... i am not talking about my feelings or problems... i know he is stressed... i do everything to not stress him...i don´t wanna upset him... i am getting lost along the way... what´s in it for me?... i am a silent, always answering girlfriend... perfect huh... but...

My birthday...

my birthday... let´s party.... yay ya..... it´s my bday....wohoooo.....
so i am a year older... doesn´t feel different... i am still a sexy big boobed bitch ( like my man calls me ;-) yup ) ... my bday was filled with lots of fun and good friends coming over... we sang ... we laughed... we drank... and we made a lot of silly pics...
first one to celebrate was my sexy man scotty... and when i woke up in the morning i had a nice lil chat with Teena... yup yup my man is sexy and darn HOT !!!...;-) @ Teena... got lots of calls during the day... Byron took me out for lunch... he bought me a cake so i won´t have to bake one ... what i never do at my own bday... no way... Scott was cranky and ... hmmm GRRRRR....it´s my bday... let´s party... we went out... since it was last day of carnival... but darn it was so boring everywhere... places closed or empty... people drank since yesterday and i guess we missed the hot spots... but we had lots of fun and i enjoyed my Day!!!!!!!!!

A Big thank you to all my friends...

Sabine... hab dich lieb ,
Silke, sabine, Byron,Julia my big girl, Andi ...sexy hat, Manfred, Marcela, Claudia,
Renate, Gabi, Alex, Sylvia, Bruni, Sami... and all the people i forgot..
sorry.. still got a lil hangover....

mwahhhh....

everything will be fine

Angie

Heya...

hey everybody... sorry i haven´t been blogging so much lately... i got ya emails and i will try my best to be here more often... i know ya all interested in whats going on in my life... well here a short summary cause dinner is finished and i am damn hungry... a´right...he he

First of all HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY to PJ !!!!!!!!!!!!!
where are you man? i have tried to call ya many times... i am really worried now? can you just give please me a lil sign to know that you are still alive???

Then...

Happy Valentines day to all of ya! and most to my man Scotty... WE made it again... one more year....
HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE!

WOW... two years... we are damn good, aren´t we baby... yay for us... still love you with all my heart...

then... hmmm.... i was in vienna for a week... absolutely love the city... had a blast and we didn´t wanna leave :(

And...

next tuesday is my B-day !!! yay .... partyyyyyy..... it´s my bday... let´s party... yay....

Everything will be fine....

Angie

Hello...

hello everybody... sorry i havent been on that much... life keeping us busy... scott is ok and so am i...he bought a car... and yeah... soon we have our 2 year anniversary... yeahawwww.... i wont be here then... i will be in vienna... will i get something?... i guess this year i wont... does he know that even a simple valentines card would be enough?... does he know?

everything will be fine

Angie

Dear Angie...

Dear Angie,

There are times when you feel That you don't know where you fit in.
So you hide what is real even when it hurts to pretend
Even To be the one that you think everybody wants you to be.
No one sees the one you really are.But you don't have to hide your heart.
Cries Cause nothing needs to change.Sometimes it might seem hard and your whole world falls apart. Just know that when you feel that way.

Even heaven cries, Everybody cries.It's okay to doubt Yourself sometimes.
You don't have to be afraid of what you fear inside.
It's alright .
When you lookIn the mirror and you don't see picture perfect.
What they sayBreaks your heartAnd makes you feelYou're not worth it.
Wanna disappear Hide the tears Still play and make believe So no one sees.
The one you really are. But you don't have to hide your heart.
You're a miracle in everyway.Sometimes it might seem hard.Even And your whole world falls apart.Just know that when you hear the rain.

Even heaven cries,Everybody cries.It's okay to doubt Yourself sometimes.
You don't have to be afraid Of what you fear inside. It's alright

No you're not alone. Don't be ashamed To let your feelings show.You should realize You're special how you are.In time you're gonna see.

mwahhh....