Anniversary

true love ....

omg... have u ever had the feeling of being loved.... and i mean loved in every way possible ? i feel like that right now... seems i can do no wrong... and believe me i tried... i accidentally spilled some coffee over his laptop... it was really an accident.... he got mad yeah... but not infront of me i guess... he took a walk and treated me with the same love and respect as b4 i ruined his laptop lol... well it still works but typing is a bit difficult right now....

sometimes i ask myself how i deserve that man.... he is the best that could ever happen... we have our issues but we work through it... he is the shy and calm one... i am the loud and wild one...

he came into my life when i tried to get over brian ...i let it happen ... didnt know why then.... what or if i needed it ... but it was a good choice... i am happy.... julia has him wrapped around her lil finger... poor him....lol

anyways....

if love happens.... then let if happen... u deserve good ... let it in your life .... embrace love ... give love....

in this pic i was totally drunk lol... but he still was the sweetest and got me to bed.... love u baby

oh my i look bad .... grrrrrrrrrrrr

everything will be alright

honey

have a great weekend

The Universe can only give you what you feel worthy of receiving...

YOU are worth ALL the good stuff!!

have a great weekend my lovelies..... spend time with the people u love

everything will be fine

honey

old loves....

yeah its me.... still alive... yeah yeah i know lol... but u can always find me on facebook my darlings lol... i know i have been neglecting u... sooooo

i come back here and read brians message... darn.... on one side i was happy to hear from him.. oh he comes here to see how i am doing ... i guess so hmmm.... but....

seeing his name... reading his words... bring back feelings i thought i didnt have anymore.... he broke my heart and i put it way behind me.... i felt rejected... i felt hurt.... and i loved him so much... sooooooo ... ignoring feelings for someone doesnt mean they are gone... arghhhhhh

brian.. i wish u the best... somewhere is a woman that will give u what u need or what u want.. i wasnt the one in ur eyes... i respect that and i understood now... still love u and hope u find happiness... thats what u deserve and none less babe

everything will be fine... hell yeah

honey