Blog is in work....

Hello my darlings,
as u can see there are some changes on this blog.
I have been wanting a new layout for quite a while now.
Been cruising in the interspace looking for a new design.
very nice layouts floating around.
i got stuck at Soratemplates .
they have some really nice layouts there.

so please bare with me while i screw... oh 
i wanted to say... customise my new layout.
cross your fingers i wont screw it up too badly.
still trying to figure things out and not all the
links etc are already working.
hang in there with me!

have a fabulous monday my loves.

with love,

I do miss you mommie!

Hello my darlings,
do excuse my absence.
i still find it hard to blog from my phone.
and my laptop is off most of the time.
i will have to figure out how to do it
cause i do  have a lot to blog about.

for instance... my little one,
okay big one (turning 18 this november) 
is on her first alone vacation.
without mommie!!!
well she went with a friend but still...
i missssss heeerrrrrreeeee.
ok ok i am whining too much but hey...
they grow up too fast.
so she is alone in spain and is having fun.
trust is the word.
and i do trust her.

with love,

Pic post

oh so true!

with love,


Hello my darlings,
we are not drowned yet.
Still raining and raining.
achhhhh when will it stop?
One will be sure, if it doesnt stop for a bit
there will be floodings around here.
Hope u are in a better weather when reading this.
I am missing sunshine.
i feel so blaaaaaaaah.
Now this rainy weather gives me time to 
attend my blog.
i am not happy with the layout anymore.

and i am not that talented in creating new ones.
so i copy lol.
there are a lot of cool sites with
free layouts.
but i cant seem to find what i want.
so my site is still work in progress.
i miss PJ really. hope he is ok!!

with love,

Friday filler

Happy friday darlings!

It's raining and cold brrrrr
time for some blog time.
Friday filler.
Haven't done it in a long time.

1. Live can be so wonderful
2. It's june and still so rainy and cold
3. I love to be alone at times
4. Sometimes too fed up listening to other
peoples problems
5. Honestly, at times its so hard being head
of department. 
6. Smile smile smile

With love,

being alone is not that bad

Hallo meine lieben!
Hello my  darlings!

Another bankholiday here
and the last one till my 2 week
vaca in august.
It's gonna be
a looong time.
since we changed our weekend
plans i am stuck here.

getting a visitor i tried 
to avoid for some time now.
do u have people in ur life
who suck u dry? 

Emotionally drained.
my daughter always suggests to bill her
since i seem to be her therapist.
Ithers would say piss off u are getting
on my nerve.
i say... oh of course i have time for u.
ih somebody help me with that!!

Honestly i love having company
but i also love to be alone. 
Does somebody understand?

So i would rather work on my
extremecouching skills than listen over
and over to the same whining.
oh gosh i sound like a bad friend.

pffffffff i am gonna spread some love
i promise.
send me some positive energy my darlings.

with love,

Jason Mraz - 3 things

a sunday treat for u !

with love,

passwords passwords

hello my lovelies!
how are u doing?
i know i have been absent.
just no time to get my laptop out and blog.
and i couldnt figure out how to do it
through my phone.

and having all acct always open on my phone...
oh well... i forgot passwords.
my man got me the new samsung galaxy bla bla
and to install my email accts i need the passwords..
but... oh well.... i cant even remember the security question.
my favorite movie... errrr i answered that over 10 years ago 
and i forgot grrrrrrrrrrrr
so no access to my hotmail acct.

on other note...

its so cold. its not funny anymore.
what the hell is going on? where is the sun?
its so cold. and its not gonna change soon.
common may!!!
send me some warm thoughts!! lol

with love,

Miss Platnum - Give me the food ;)

with love,


Hello my darlings,
how is life treating you?
i hope u are smiling and happy <3 p="">
i am currently hiding lol
my hubby is away for a visit back home
and well... i am not alone but i feel alone.
i have people around me not leaving me
out of sight or hand
but i need a bit of time for myself too.
and when i say i feel alone i mean i miss 
my hubby so much i can not express it with words.

we have never  been apart that long.
and its hard for me.
i wanna be selfish but he hasnt been home in a while
and i want him to be happy.
but going to sleep alone and waking up alone ...
so glad he will be back soon.
he is just my everything <3 p="">

with love,

Silbermond- Ja

for my wonderful hubby... u are my more my everything <3 p="">
Ich bin verlor'n in deiner Mitte 
Machst mich zum Kämpfer ohne Visier 
Alles gedreht, die Sinne wie benebelt 
Ich bin so heillos betrunken von dir 

Du wärmst mich auf mit deinem Wesen 
Und lässt nicht einen Zentimeter unverschont 
Du flutest alle meine Decks mit Hoffnung 
auf ein echtes Leben vor dem Tod 

Und Ja ich atme dich 
Ja ich brenn' für dich 
Und Ja ich leb' für dich...jeden Tag 
Und Ja du spiegelst mich 
Und Ja ich schwör' auf dich und jede meiner 
Fasern sagt Ja 

Es ist noch immer so schwer zu glauben 
Wie du die meisten meiner Fehler übersiehst 
Du erdest jeden meiner Gedanken 
verleihst Flügel, wenn Zweifel überwiegt 

Und Ja ich atme dich 
Ja ich brenn' für dich 
Und Ja ich leb' für dich...jeden Tag 
Und Ja du spiegelst mich 
Und Ja ich schwör' auf dich und jede meiner 
Fasern sagt Ja 

Ja zu jedem Tag mit dir 
Ja zu jedem deiner Fehler 
Asche und Gold, ich trag' alles mit dir 
Denn ich bin und bleib verlor'n in deiner Mitte 
In deiner Mitte, bis der Vorhang fällt 

Und Ja ich atme dich 
Ja ich brenn' für dich 
Und Ja ich leb' für dich...jeden Tag 
Und Ja ich liebe dich 
Und Ja ich schwör' auf dich und jede meiner 
Fasern sagt Ja

with love,

happy sunday

happy sunday my darlings,
how is everyone?
i hope ur doing fine <3 p="">

i have survived my birthday.
and it was fun.
but also exhausting.. so much partying ;-)
i got so many new memories, laughed and cried.
i sang and played and i feel so blessed and loved by
my family and friends.

thank you to everyone for making my bday such
a wonderful one!

with love,

I never knew you - Jason Mraz

oh how much i miss Toca!!!!

with love,

tell the truth- elena brower

with love,

scream and shout....

i wanna scream and shout and let it all out...
hello my darlings!
we have february already.
time flies so fast i cant believe it.
everything is going well on my side
how about u?

my bday is coming up next week.
the big 40.... oh yeah.
and i would be lying if i wasnt a bit scared 
a few times. i dont feel that old.
i dont feel 40. and i still have so much
ahead of me.
i can say i am in a good spot in my life.
i feel so loved by my daughter, hubby and family and friends.
life is good and i love it.
i am happy and i wanna....

keep smiling darlings

with love,

Don´t you worry child - SHM

sorry darlings but here comes another
video post... just love this song at the moment
and wanted to share it with u!
makes me dance everytime i hear it and
the lyrics are good to!

with love,

Jason Mraz's (European) Tour Is A Four Letter Word: Barcelona, Spain

just love thos videos of Jasons tour.
this one contains a great little story
about a unknowing farmer in a bar lol...
let jason tell you ! 

with love,

pic post 20131401

with love,


hello my darlings!
Happy happy new year!
hope u are all doing well.
did u have a good time?
we had a blast sliding into 2013.
our party motto was "bad taste party"
and we loved it!
just the mess the next day.... oh my.
my hubby (who of course had to work as always on new years eve)
was a wee bit pissed ;) 
but nothing i couldnt fix wink wink 

now we are already in mid january
time again flies so fast.
this year will be a huge one for us here.
moving, perhaps a new baby, my 40th and julias 18th
birthday.... oh my a lot ahead of us.
and i am soooo looking forward to it.

so lets welcome 2013 with open arms
cause it wil be fucking awesome ;)

with love,
pic from