Frustrated...

Another frutstrating and sad day... how can i make him understand? i love him with all my heart... i know he is stressed and has a few things to deal with... i don´t expect any material things... he knows i understand... i wish for time... there is never time... i wish this feeling would go away that every sms is bothering him...is it too much to ask? huh... i am patient... i pretend to be happy and i guess he doesnt buy it anymore... i am not talking about my feelings or problems... i know he is stressed... i do everything to not stress him...i don´t wanna upset him... i am getting lost along the way... what´s in it for me?... i am a silent, always answering girlfriend... perfect huh... but...