The day is here....

the day is here....... i made myself busy all day.. since early morning.. i refuse to talk about it.. i cant help my feelings... i put them way back in my head... but they overflow my heart... i try to see the positive thing... my anniversary with my wonderful man... and i think of the words of a dear friend who said.. he came to u on that exact date for a reason... i try hard to see that... i know its true... but heart doesnt agree with mind...... arghhhh... i keep everything up till my head hits pillow.. then i allow myself to cry.. to cry in my mans arms who is more than ready to allow me to do that ... he is just the best...... but that doesnt stop the pain..... it doesnt.....

Das einzig Wichtige im Leben
sind die Spuren von Liebe,
die wir hinterlassen,
wenn wir ungefragt weggehen
und Abschied nehmen müssen.
Albert Schweitzer

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