time: almost 5 pm
Wearing: pants and sweater
Listening to: myself cry
feeling: my tears runnin down my face
Want to: hurt scott the way he hurts me
eating: nothing
drinking: thinking of opening a bottle of wine
person i talked last on phone to: jaiveer...he always makes me smile
thing i need to do next: get myself a man and hurt scott, that wouldnt work i know.....
why: do i let him do this to me? where is pj when i need him?

PJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!