hello everybody..am still alive...thanks for all the calls and cards and sms and everything else...been a hard time..still is..my mom is brave but i aint :(....miss you all my friends...thanks for your call scott...really missed hearing your voice mate.... to PJ ..i got your sms...will try to contact you tomorrow....to larry...i am ok...will try to contact u too....i couldnt log into my blog...tried through blogger...pj i hope u are ok now.. i saw u didnt update your blog yet...u got me worried...hugs and kisses to you pj....i will try to update soon ....am just to tired to do anything....am so drained and oh well...dont wanna whine.....love u all.....hugs and kisses from HONEY