good morning everybody. its tuesday. just got up and showerd. wanted to hug jaiveer but realized he is not in bed beside me :(
its another sunny day and i will go walk by the rhein. ystd was a nice day. talked to many ppl online. had fun with sir_chivas_regal. we giggled on and on.
the most time i spent with scotty. and i told him everything that i had on my mind about what happend. i told him just to listen. i looked at him on cam and
said all i had to while seein his reaction. it was good for me. i knew he had listend and understood now how he hurt me. i feel so much better now that i know i told him. he has his own problems to solve and i promised i be always there for him. friendship forever. we spent quite some time together but it was the damn time difference that made him tired ( 5 am on his side). i hope he got enough sleep. he made some cam shots of me and i absolutly hated it. i looked grouchy and bad bad bad cause of the alcohol. that sux. i have to tell him to delete them !!!!!!!!! black magic woman lol.
still couldnt get a hold of pj...........grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........where the hell is that guy damned....get your sorry ass online man HONEY IS HERE !!!!!!!!!

at last: HAPPY BDAY !!!!!!!!!!! to dhiran.............................sorry i forgot it babe but i know u liked the bday present i gave you. (blush) love you!