fight?

scott has the kids this weekend. they are asleep now. he is a wonderful father. i already told him, if it works out with us ( and it will!!!) i want another child. he´d be the perfect father. but the thing is. he wants to get married. first marriage and then children. now thats something huh?
says a lot bout him. but when i see him with his kids i know he is the one.

this week i was really pissed at him. i didnt wanna talk to him. it was a misunderstanding. but it hurt. i actually sat there and cried. grrrrrrr. he said he considers himself single. SINGLE. so i thought. F*** him!! then i am single too.

we tried to get well hmmm intimate over the phone. but it never works. there´s always something going wrong. and this time my phone went out and right away i got a call. thinking it was scott i answered it well , i was talking dirty. auweiiaaa. it was somebody else and he got turned on. again. ( it was the guy i kissed loosing a bet). scott was pissed at me kissing another guy but he calmed down. so the guy turns up at my door with flowers all turned on. Shreeekkk. why does this always happen to me??? Simon- ahm. sorry if i turn u on a lot lately. really not my intention. but i am with scott and i love him.

and simon, to about ur girl i have to say. " Dont u wish your girlfriend was hot like me??? Dont u wish your girlfriend was raw like me!!"
u know what i mean. lol.










oops i gotta go. am being picked up. going out tonight. but dont tell scott !!! it´s a secret