i am so tired lately... something is going on with me... i don´t feel the same... i don´t even know what i should blog about... brain empty... there is this sadness i feel... i know today i miss scott... one of these days... i am trying to send the feelings back to him... accept the feelings and send them back... i am going out... but i don´t feel like jumping into a relationship with a new guy... i need time to heal... sometimes i wish he would have treated me bad or been unfaithful... then i could hate him and it would make it easier to walk away...but he did nothing wrong... gosh... he messaged me last week... we had a short conversation and he apologised a few times for the pain he caused me or is causing... SEE??!!... can´t you be an idiot? or a guy who is sleeping around? .... :-(
i will find something more
someone i am made for
shame on you baby !!!
Forever yours....!!
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