Hello.....

hello to ya all... sorry i haven´t been on so much... been quite busy... i have read through my emails and well... i know i still have to finish the story from ange and scott... i know i said i will never mention his name again... but i will make an exeption...

the day... the very same day i decided i will go out on a date he messages me... " i miss you "... yeah... after the silence he picked that day... can you believe it? how does that man do it? How?... gosh... but... i still went on that date... yeah... i had a good time... and i enjoyed it... he tried to call me a few times... but i left my phone with sabine... i just knew he would... but his motive? i wasn´t sure... i won´t go into more details but what i got out of it... i will be over him... he is making it easy for me... "i will always love you" yeah... whitney houston sang that too... did it help her? lol... life goes on... sabine and me are on our way out of our heartaches... and there are so many good looking guys out there... and when we are tempted to get weak and wanting to contact the cause of our heartaches... we take each others phone...

today there was a train accident in australia... i was concerned and i had sabine message him... not myself... he answered her and i know he is fine... so... that´s how we do it ... yayyy

i threw everything away... his flowers... pics... letters... his messages... even erased his phonenumber... and i am doing fine...

he can go out and have meaningless affairs or relationships... I KNOW YOU ARE LIVING A LIE! you know what makes you happy...you know where it is...go on ... live a lie...