yaaaaaaaaawn........oh sorry..... didnt get too much sleep last night...... but pssssssstttttt dont tell sabine!!!! he he
all i wanted is to talk to him for a minute and well....... well u know.... whenever he says.....can i call u back? i know its gonna be a long looooooooooong night lol
i told him he will hate me when he sees his next phonebill but he says its a good investment! smiling a biiiiiiiiiiiig smile..... well he is a head physician......makes enough money so i guess he will survive it lol
time flies so fast when we talk to each other......nights go by so fast lol
but it never gets boring and i like that
he challenges me and gives me vibes i was missing for so long..........and i dont mean in a sexual way so dont even start lol
its just so refreshing to talk to him and we feel similar in so many ways.....i find it very exciting to have such people in my life.......and it is so nice to see how protective my friends are!!!!
Brian ......
i sat a while by myself and thought about saying hi to him ..... finally i did and it didnt go too well .... i do understand that he is working a lot and that his energy goes towards his family... he did thank me for still being there ...... but its hard when there is nothing coming from the other side ......... its frustrating and a bit humiliating and he doesnt understand .... it has gone bad when he said he will message me when it is all over..... i said dont make promises u cant keep and he was upset then...saying to leave him alone and that he doesnt need any negative things in his life ...... oh well.......... i think i have been more than good to him and patient .... but i will of course accept the way he feels ... when a sms or a short call is too much for him to handle i will accept that ... yeah.......i sit here crying as i write this and it hurts ......... but i have seen another side of him and i´ll be ok ........gotta go cant see screen cause of tears !
oh....... Aims is an aunty! welcome to this world Jackson! congrats to the family blackmore!!
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