So... i lied to Scott... the other day when we were talking on the phone... it was easter... the day before i went ( just for fun !) to a fortune teller... a medium... whatever she called herself... it was quite funny... it was my first time... i don´t like it... i told her that i don´t wanna hear anything negative... hell no !!! ... so i asked her about Scott and me... hmmm.... she took my hand... closed her eyes... and i just sat there... dum di dum... then she said...
He still loves you ! he still wants you ! .... yeah lady go on! i like what i hear... he he... but then... :( wahhhhh.... we missed the time and place and spot and date and whatever to be together... that was half a year ago... WHAT??? ok... there is nothing new... but she asked me some interesting questions i had to think a lot about... but i wanna talk about them with Scott first... Sorry... i don´t want him to read about it here... so you all have to wait i guess... bahhh... BUT !!! she asked me if i wanna know if there will be another man in my life.... HELLOOOO!... of course... close your eyes and ears scott... just kidding...
there we go again... she closed her eyes... and ... silence... dum di dum... hmmm... i gotta go to the bathroom... dum di dum...
yup... she opend her eyes and laughed... there will be a guy from up north... ( oh hell a norwegian? swedish? what? WHAT?) ... NO! she said... a british man... a guy that sweeps me away... with lots of energy and wit... oh great... couldn´t it be a man from down under? cause that would work out fine... i got already one? ... So... i told this funny story to my friends... BAD IDEA !!! now everybody is looking out for a english man for me... sighh.... just Ishak had an idea... Australia is a british colony and so Scott is british... yeah yeah lol... but it is a funny and nice thought... would solve my problems though... so i told scott... yup... hey stop laughing... we always tell each other every thing... he was quiet... hmmm maybe cause he was still sleepy?... he called me... we had a nice chat...
i didn´t plan to lie... i swear i didn´t... but... i got this email... about him and another woman... yes yes... usually i would just laugh at it... but this girl answering the phone ( yeah scott i know you were drunk and she took it away from you ) ... and me wanting to find something to be mad at him... sigh... well i guess you can imagine the rest... Angie was too proud... didn´t say she was hurt... yup... i said... it´s ok... you are a free man... i don´t care if you are having something with a girl... damn i started to cry already when i said that... where did that come from? ... Are you insane Ange?... oh yeah... he is gonna say... NO way !... but... just my luck... he said ok... OK! he said OK! damned... so i lied to him...gosh damned...
