Done...

i am done... done ... done done done... i dont want to do this anymore... i held on as long as i could... but now its just enough... he has overdone it... i tried to be my best... giving him always a chance... but today i just felt its enough... i feel empty... i just wanted to get out... he tells me i wanna control everything and i am complaining all the time...

guess what... he is so lucky he is so far away... i wanted to slap him...he is free...no more control and no more complaining.... i am nothing of that...i was so pissed...still am.... SO PISSED!!!!!!!! and i dont mean drunk... what more??? tell me what???....

he is a free man... he can do whatever he wants to with whoever he wants... i dont care anymore.. i am not sad just upset..

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