so we broke up... and we were battling being alone... he told me a while ago he was hoping to start a serious relationship with another girl.. kristine... i was shocked... really shocked... i didnt understand... i still dont understand...
he wanted to make it serious with her but she went back to her ex... then he suddenly rememberd me?... he said he thinks he made a big mistake and he wished he could have me back?... hello !!!!!!!!!! reality check!!!!!!!!!!!
what is this? ... where were his feelings for me when he was with this girl?... turned off?... i still dont understand that he freaks out now when i try to talk about it...
even yesterday... i told him i dont understand... he said i would always bring up yesterdays things and i should leave it alone... HELLO????????
now he expects me to be quiet about it?...
i cant say anything?...
in what world does he live in?... i have to swallow all this and i cant talk with him about it?
then this daniel story... that he emailed her and wanted to humiliate her...
so nice to have a brother who loves you so much ... this just doesnt feel right...
i have a right to talk about it with him... do you hear that????
I HAVE A RIGHT TO TALK WITH YOU ABOUT IT!
damned....DAMNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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