SMS...

SMS... for a while it was a torture to write em... now i am ok with them again... i haven´t answered scotts messages for a while now... yesterday i did... i answered his sms... i knew he would be still sleeping... but he will see it when he wakes up...

so... sabine went to italy for a week with her mom... good luck girl... you need all the luck you can get... i know she will have a great time.... i took a late bubble bath... and when i got out it was about 11:45pm... yeah thats a late one... i looked at my phone and no response yet... well... he must be sleeping in....

maybe he has a free day... so i got comfty on my sofa... watched some tv... and when i got tired around 1 am ( 9 am his time !!!)... i decided to send him a last one saying night....

when i wrote it... in the minute i sent it... i knew... it dawned... i knew this situation from before...
i just knew i would get a message now...

can u guess?... yup... a short something like... "helping jodie move, busy,didnt see phone till now, have a good sleep "

hmmm.... so....
he woke up... didn´t look at the phone...
saw it but had no time to say something to me?
guess i´ll h have to believe he didn´t look at his phone until the very
moment i said i would go to sleep !

and he would feel safe to say good night
since i was tired and wouldn´t start a conversation with him!

does that sound mean? sorry
but it happend so many times before...
sigh... just one time i wanted to talk to him
i do think i expect too much of him huh